Murder-ed

I attempted to murder myself today, without actually knowing it. Today's invigilation was very xiong, usually I have a mere 2 - 3 period of invigilation but today I had five. So as you can figure, I tire easily (LOL!), and therefore, I was super exhausted once school ended. I still made my way to my cousin's house but I stayed there for a while just to answer whatever queries she had for me, no tuition per se. I walked home after that.

I slacked at home and when the sun set, I felt this sudden urge to go jog. The moment I took my first few steps, OH GOD, I could feel the energy seeping away from my body towards the ground, like I was being Earthed or something and my little electrons were flowing away from me. I felt super breathless and by the 7th minute, I slowed to a walk. And I'm so glad I actually listened to my body and did that. Usually I make it a point to not slow down, no matter what, but today I just did. Damn, it's a terrible feeling to have your chest tightening. Ugggh. I must be at the most miniscule level of intelligence today to have actually committed such an act on a whim.

I don't want to die just yet man. HA.

And Steven, wherever you are, I just want you to know that there'll always be those who care about you, whether you know it or not; whether you like it or not; whether you acknowledge it or not =) I really hope to see you soon!

PLEASE!!! Take Care (",)